Oh heyyyyyy tumbler… I remember you…

i’m nothing…

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peaceloveandsmiliefaces:

theblackparadelastsforever:

why the hell would I want anyone on facebook to know about my tumblr?

^^^^^^^^^^^

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movie dates on tuesdays make my work week seem so much longer… if you haven’t seen it, The Adjustment Bureau is a good movie, up until the end… then it kinda ends, abruptly, but the love story is beautiful… i may have sighed out loud a time or 2…lol

Saturday i get to go into the city!! i’m so excited, i LOVE the city, the energy, the people, the crowds, the unexpectedness of it all… i wish i lived there… hopefully one day soon… i’m going into the city for an internship fair for 50 theatre companies, i still love acting, and being on stage, but i feel i’ve got to expand me horizons and find a career that I can actually make money in… So i’ve been looking into Management/production jobs and casting agencies… i think i’d be an awesome casting agent… but everyone’s gotta pay their dues, so internship is where i’m starting… hopefully something part time, so i can get a second job serving or something like that… anyone know any bartending jobs in the city?? 

After the internship fair, i’m meeting up with a friend for some coffee or drinks or lunch or something… she’s my old voice teacher from kean, and i haven’t seen her  in a while, so i’m excited about it… also there may be a mini reunion of some of my favs from the wedding singer, since a few of us will be in the area as well that day.  I’m hoping to spend as much time as i can in the city on saturday… cause i love it.

Sunday, I’m getting new headshots taken… at least attempting too… my friend has recently taken up photography, she wants to be a wedding photographer… so if anyone wants to be a guinea pig, she’s willing to take pictures… she just has to rent a lens right now, so you’d have to pay for that, but not much more than that… but yea, so i’m heading into Philly on sunday to get some pics taken and have some fun with one of my closest friends… and i’ll probably take josh too and take some fun mommy/son pics <3

so once again, why isn’t it friday yet? i want my weekend to start now! <3 

stagedencounter:

He’ll never fall in love, he swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair. I’m laughing ‘cause I hope he’s wrong.

If you ask me if I love him, I’d lie.

<3

the lie i’m telling isn’t convincing enough, cause i’m starting not to believe it… 

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stagedencounter:

What a fine specimen of man.

Cat and I may have just ran downstairs giggling to get coffee for a glimpse of him. It’s cool, we’re not legitimate adults or anything.

PHWOAR.

True life. I dont act my age. lol 

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ughhhhhhh….. this could have been true, if someone stopped being a douche-bag

1. You’ll read their txts over and over again. (i deleted all of them recently)

2. You’ll walk really really slow while youre with them. (i’d have to spend any kinda time with him to walk next to him)

3. They becomes all you think about. (mostly i think about what a douche-bag he turned out to be)

4. You’ll get high just by their smell. (i’ve forgotten what he smells like since has been over 2 weeks since i’ve seen him)

5. You’ll realize that you’re always smiling, when you think about them (grimace is more like it)

6. You’ll do anything for them. (unfortunately if he ever needed someone other then himself, i probably would help him out… by pushing him off a cliff)

7. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time. (Douch.Bag.) 

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But I’ve been super busy with the show, and work, and having a social life, and “j.r.”…

And I’m not as good at writing as i think i am, but anyways… lets see what is going on… The Wedding Singer opens TOMORROW!! And I’m super excited, it is so much fun, the songs are cheesy, the dances are fun, yet challenging, and the costumes are outrageous… and I’m loving every second of it. I love the cast, the production crew, the theatre, it all comes together so nicely… I’ve made some new friends, whom i love already, like Zach&Steve, and Jenn! And of course its nice to do a show with the EOTC again, aka Hilary, Rachel, and Andy(aka Keenan aka Kyrus). I’ll be sad when its over, cause I don’t think I’ll be back at Kelsey until next year at the earliest, and who knows who I’ll be doing a show with then. But this weekend and next weekend are going to be AWESOME!!!

So in other news, I’ve been hanging out with this boy… and i use the term boy only because he’s younger than me… which isn’t necessarily a bad thing… its only weird when i really think about the age difference… but at least he’s legal…lol… but he confuses me, and I’m not sure what we are… if we are anything…. I’m trying to take it one day at a time and not get ahead of myself, but that’s just me… i get attached easily….. and i like him… i like being with him, cause its fun and easy, and sweet, and hott… we have moments that make me smile days after they happen… but I’m just confused… and i don’t want to ask him whats going on, cause i hate rejection and automatically assume that’s what I’m going to hear… its happened enough in the past, that i just keep myself totally guarded to those kinds of things… when things started, it was just suppose to be about hooking up… just someone to have fun with… but i feel there are certain things that you shouldn’t do if its just about a physical interaction (i won’t use the word relationship, cause that would imply something more) like bring me along to a friends birthday party (a friend that both of us know, but that I wasn’t personally invited to), being attached at my hip when we’re out with a big group of friends (a conversation here and there is fine, but 2 hours straight, people will start to talk), cuddling, holding my hand, brushing the hair out of my face just to look at me… womp, womp, and womp…. i guess in the past 2 years that I’ve been “single”, I’ve gotten use to drunken hookups, that i don’t talk to again until we’re drunk again…. its what I’ve come to expect… and I’ve only had one “friends with benefits” before… and we kept it on the DL, cause isn’t that what ur supposed to do, not talk about it, not let anyone else know whats going on…. keep a secret…. well whatever is going on with me and ‘j.r.’ is definitely not a secret, all our friends either know or suspect something already….. i just wish someone would ask him whats going on in his head and then let me know… cause i don’t want to hear it from him directly, especially if its not good news… so who wants to volunteer and help a girl out ;-)

i kno I’m probably making a bigger deal out of this then i should, but I’m a girl, and haven’t really liked a guy in a while… and maybe because that stupid holiday is coming up and its making me over-analyze EVERYTHING… but that’s just me…. and i really just needed to vent!